Saturday, April 12, 2014

Half a World Away

Gabe Wright slammed his trunk shut, reaching into his pocket for his keys with his free hand. He looked up at his house, where his wife, no, correction, ex-wife, was standing, arms crossed and eyes narrowed on the porch. She had watched him like a hawk the entire time he was packing. She had picked through the boxes he had carried out, inspected every item he had decided to take with him. He was tired of her and as he looked up at her from the street he wondered if there was anything left in her of the woman he had loved.
                Behind her, the door opened and the man who would now be taking his place in bed beside her, a bed that he, Gabe, had bought and slept in, in a house that he used to own, came to stand with her.
                “Don’t you think it’s ‘bout time for you to be clearing out, Gabey,” the man said, stretching an arm possessively around his new fiancĂ©.
                Gabe stared at him for a beat, contemplating whether or not it would be worth it to challenge the creep who would now be pissing and shitting day and night in what used to be his home. After a moment, Gabe turned away and walked around his car to the driver’s side door and opened it, ignoring his audience.
                “Where can I reach you, if I need anything?” she called from the porch.
                “What would you need Suzanna that you have not already taken from me” he asked calmly, his knuckles whitening on the door handle. Measuring his movements carefully, he turned around, relaxing his grip on the door.
                “Hey, hey, there’s no need to get hostile here Gabey,” the man, the intruder, said tauntingly.
                “Ahh, there’s no need for you to be a dick either Jim, but here we are.” Gabe stared coldly at him, before turning to Susanna. “I don’t know where I’m going.”
                “Will you call me when you get wherever you go?” she probed, her voice suddenly docile.
                “No.” He swung the door the rest of the way open and got in, slamming the door shut behind him. He breathed and, hands shaking ever so slightly, started the car and drove away.
                In his rearview mirror he caught a glimpse of Jim gesturing to him rudely with his middle finger. Susanna, it seemed, had turned towards the house, her shoulders sagging and Gabe imagined that she was crying. Crying because she knew he had been right all along, that everything she had ever done to break him was wrong, that she was wrong. Wrong, and just as small as she had continually made him feel.

                Turning the radio on, he smiled to himself and glanced down at the taped in place picture on his dashboard of the little boy, with dark hair and a freckle covered face smiling back at him.

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